-Dare you choose?-

Pardon my reach for it is wasted
I try to fix the pain I once pushed aside
Whenever the power lies beside me
Do I hear of my goodbyes?

Since when was I broken?
When you lied forgotten besides me
Since when was I broken?
Without a breath to subside me?

Feeling the weight of the year upon me
Do I remember my cause?
“Feel the same wherever”
Is only going so far

I fly without wings
When joy fills me
Fall to my knees
When dread envelops me

All I am meaning to say
Is that once in a long time
Do I ever feel anything
About another being

Yet I can’t stop here
For unknown reason
My mind says stop
But my feet keep skimming

I feel possessed
With a certain power
Till I realize
It’s only a feeling

I try to hold once within
What is pouring out?
Because when my supports fall out
I come crashing down

I try to push myself away
You don’t like to see me
What is this way?
Without a feeling?

Life isn’t over
I try to convince
The soul once brimming with life
But without a purpose in life

Then I came upon you all
Did I realize?
That for once in awhile
Life can be realized

Life can be a joy!
With friends besides me
Life can be fun
With a past behind me

But as life brittles on
Does an emotion stir?
Once in awhile
Do we grow to foes?

We push this aside
Do we not?
Push it aside
Without a doubt?

It hurts so many
With just a few words
War mentions tragedy
With only words

All I ask
With a simple heart
Why fight?
When Light is an option?

Now I leave
Not for real
For once in awhile
Do I care?

For another being
Is why I’m here?
For the joy of a family
Without fear

Now I am saddened
As fear envelopes
For my supports fall
With pain

Here I stand now
In front of you all
Anger growing within
As I stare it down

What can be it?
For it stands before me?
All I see is Family
Fighting

Don’t take me serious
If you don’t care
For I only come
To see you here

And when you leave
Without a doubt
Do I fall?
Ten stories out

I can’t end this simply
I can say
For I can talk forever
About this stay

If I mean anything
With this constant ranting
Is that it hurts me
To see this happen


"If life was Black and White... Would you cross the line and Choose?"